I suffered catastrophic injuries in the iraq war and lost, like ten years of my life. I need a mentor.

I have bedridden for so long I lost that drive that saved my life. I guess not moving prevented needless suffering but its a part of life. I need to get my azz out and moving again. I use to be a beast I was a loan officer most of my life. Aside from my years of military service. Both were high pace stressful work environments. I need that drive back. I need to start living again I am locked in this comfort zone. Truthfully I given up and accepted my fate. I went to sleep off in the night. Honestly its like I lost my zest for life. Shit has got real dark.